I'm at that point in my life where i'm really thinking about the future... not as if it's something so far away that I don't actually have to think too seriously about it... but as if it's coming up behind me and grabbing me by the ankles as I try to get away. Why am I afraid to face it? Sometimes I feel like I have wasted a large portion of my life; yet, other times I feel lucky because I am not STUCK doing something that I hate. I have a job that I don't necessarily enjoy; however, I am not locked into it with years of college wasted on something that I no longer want to do. Sometimes I'm glad I didn't go to college even though I am smart and I am capable. Isn't that what it should come down to when applying for a job? Lifes little frustrations.
So basically to update on life I've been doing things in the past few months that make me proud and i've kept it up which makes me the most proud. These things are in regards to working out, trying new things, and pushing myself to do the things I
want to do. I hope this leads me to where I want to be and is able to provide the life I want to live. I firmly believe that life is a journey and every situation I encounter will eventually lead me to where I want to be. I am well on my way.
I'll let the future continue to grab at me but I know there is no reason to be in a hurry. There is so much to enjoy right now that will make tomorrow even better :)
"cool as a coopcumber"
